Faith is a gift that I've yet to receive

I was prepared this morning, to face the possible nasty outcome. Well, it could be amicable if I was lucky. It came so close as to car window to car window, but I chose to shun it at the very last minute. To see my hope vanished in that second was a prelude to horror at the factory. My samples got destroyed by those lackadaisical workers. Damn it, idiots! I may have the courage now, but faith is what that is lacking.