I have been neglecting this space for a long longgg time. I have a good camera, a decent photo-taking technique but I guess I made my G10 the most underutilised asset in my possession - especially when compared to my IS250 which has clocked so many miles relative to its youth. Sadly, I missed out on many kodak moments of yesteryear, where neither money nor time could revive. How I wish I had captured more of Min's happy faces, the relief written on my face when I discovered that I pass my final uni exams, the elation and pride of driving IS out of the "new owner's room",the agony that I was going through after breakup (to see how wrecked and distraught I was) and also, happy university years where foong seng, raffles marina, west coast park...were the favourite jaunts.

I hate to remind myself that I am no longer a kid with no purpose. Growing old leaves me with a wretched feeling. I am secretly envious when friends get engaged but openly scoff at their early decision to settle down. I still have no luck in my pursue for happiness. I am lost again, in my direction for career. My knees and back are giving me more problems nowadays. I jump SBJ not with a beautiful 35 degrees trajectory but an almost horizontal float. Amazingly without any rehearsal on the track, I attempted my annual 2.4 run and finished off with a time good enough for silver, even faster than in 2008 where I specifically trained for the run. Oh well, for those RT regulars, you will see a new face soon. Can't believe I got killed by SBJ, it will always remain my Achilles' heel.